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November 17 朕的近况有阵没更新了,特此向兄弟姐妹们汇报近况如下:
1,准备comprehensive;
2,修改文章;
3,调整作息时间。
27号的comprehensive很严肃,一直在紧张复习,玩命准备,希望上帝保佑,阿弥陀佛,Amen~~。
文章1月底deadline,看来圣诞也有的忙了。
最近频繁熬夜,得把时间调整到正常人的范围。在庄里过多伦多时间,在温莎过北京时间,这日子过的。某日J兄说自己过得看不到太阳的日子,哥们我还是比较喜欢太阳的。
August 19 08开篇大作这两天看奥运特带劲,晚上不睡觉,白天精神头还特足。哥们我是充分感受到奥运的力量了:开奥运会的时候,人可以不睡觉。风风火火看奥运,踏踏实实去工作。革命生产两不误。
BTW:我就没闹明白,刘翔受伤退赛,中国人哭个什么劲?中国人的感情就这么脆弱?媒体的力量有这么大?说忽悠就能忽悠哭一片?真邪了门了。有明白的告兄弟我一声,赶紧的。
现在手头没照片,等过两天补上。 December 14 关于美签世态炎凉啊,哥们我11月5号签美签,因为是phd还是搞electrical的,当场被擒下,"小样,想要签证不?回去把cv,description of research,list of publication, description of funding 传真到416-***-****".老老实实地拿了张黄纸回来,interagency clearance.当天晚上出去happy,在mall里找厕所,好不容易找到了还碰上黑人大妈cleaning.人生最痛苦的事莫过于此.
11月26日美驻多总领馆从国土安部获息,虾米同志是个好孩子,没干啥坏事,搞的研究也没啥可疑.于是发email给朕.结果u of w这帮被火车轧了脑袋的人,把领事馆给我的信block掉.
幸好哥们受其他兄弟点拨,从其他渠道了解到消息,不然这100多块就打了水漂了.在此感谢steve和enrique并向gretchen表示歉意,这已经out of哥们control了. November 12 照镜子,自我反省,欠收拾最近这几个周末过得有点过于肆无忌惮的high。太阳快要升起的时候,才爬上床;快要落下去的时候起床。直接后果就是看不到太阳,见不到白天,真TM颓废。LP的话还是很对的,只有糜烂的夜生活,这绝不是全部,更不是精彩。我要忏悔+反省一下。地球自转一圈是24小时,我怎么能跟北京差出13个小时呢?时间确实是个挺麻烦的问题。冬天到了,日子不好过了;老板有时间了,meeting变更多了;快到期末了,作业,考试,project,presentation……鬼子们已经在敲门了。不过咱哥们还从来没有SONG过。要SONG就不是公产党员,预备的;更不是东北爷们,纯的。 November 08 2007年夏,多伦多,一中97届4班同学会October 10 thanks giving day trip to algonquinthanks giving day long weekend.hiking in algonquin park, 300km to the north of toronto.beasutiful lakes,red maples and wild animals.
ferrari chasing in downtown toronto, by which you can feel the difference between tsx and ferrari.
visiting home of Dr. Bethune.
experience shared with friends. September 11 daily life in canadaHouses, lawn, pets, BBQ, parties, fire alarms (exceptional lol) and caravan...blue sky with fresh air, no more restrictions or constraints. Driving 5000 kms? Not a big deal. Typical of free life styles. Seems perfect but not true for me.
But definitely, this is paradise for aged couples. September 01 收小弟一名三日前夜钓于detroit河,偶遇老友李某,见一威猛少年立于旁。闲谈间,予知此少年乃直隶元氏人士,姓赵,弱冠,术业专攻于温校汽车工程,freshman。盖吾等既是同乡,亦是同窗,甚是高兴。因吾乃phd兼任control 1 ga之职,遂允诺助其一臂之力。赵君感激涕零,遂拜吾为“华哥”。
他人来此地谈情说爱者居多,然则吾独扬燕赵阳刚之气,舍儿女之情长。嗟夫! 遥想三昆之帮众,只争朝夕,意气风发,屈指可数哉!
噫! 微斯人, 吾誰與歸! 予观夫windsor颓像,在erie一湖,衔detroit river,吞st.claire lake,昏昏暗暗,毫无发展。黑鬼,流氓多汇于此,览物之情得无异乎? July 21 The happiness of being alive can only be felt when U r in the battle fieldTwo days ago, Hamidriza Azimian told me that Fahad has served in the army when they are having war against Iraq. Although it took Fahad less than 1 year before he was admitted to the university, he was 19 at that time. His duty is to collect bodies or woumded soldiers and carry them back.
Fahad is a kind man about 40, but he never talked about his experience about the war. If he is not admitted to the university, the one who is sitting in front of me may not be a Persian. So far, the current number of female in Iran is two times of male. I think Persians have suffered a lot in this 8 years' war.
Chinese football players should show more respect to Iranian team. This is because all of them have served in the army, as it is required by their government. However, the man who has really experienced a lot will not be always boasting about how glorious or honorable his past is. Instead, they may focus on what they are doing and concentrate to do it well. Unfortunately, I said so because I am a Chinese, Chinese players, our journalists and even a portion of our population can not help themselves boasting whenever they have a neglectable achievement.
A man without story will never understand the meaning of being alive. I am included maybe. July 18 中国队缺点勇气,缺点智慧今天老板的课没去上,看了中国与乌兹别克的足球比赛,结果让人失望。下半场30分钟以后,中国队每个球员都耷拉个脑袋,在球场上闲逛。在丢掉第二个球之后,心理防线彻底崩溃,从而导致了身体上的彻底崩溃,因此最后一分钟的第三个丢球也在所难免。
16场比赛,未胜一场。三年没参加俱乐部比赛,只参加了国家队的比赛。挖了国奥墙角还以人员不整为借口。请了小贝的体能教练还在两场比赛下半场出现体能问题。与伊朗队的比赛,想赢怕输,没有底气的表现。国足一定能进四强,上帝都笑了。
最后一轮比赛之前,我们还担心袋鼠和太极虎的出现问题。最终结果是:我们不看好的球队一一出现,而自己却成了亚洲杯上的笑柄。看一看出现的球队,除了越南,势力都在中国队之上。中国队无法出现也理所应当。回想被泰国做掉,中国队不出现,简直就是太正常不过的事情了。
我们需要一个好点的教练,起码能带领我们在亚洲赛场上奏得更远。如果我们要冲出亚洲,那么就要从根本上加强管理和球员综合素质的提高。 July 15 国足大战伊朗之后今天早晨六点半被闹钟叫醒,丝毫没有犹豫,打开tvu开始观战。比赛过程不必多说,2比2的比分赛前应该是可以接受的,但是现在想起来未免有些遗憾。
经过冷静下来的大脑分析,这场比三中国即使2比0拿下,也不一定比2比2更具意义。原因如下:
乌兹别克目前积3分,进6球,失2球;中国积4分,进7球,失3球;
倘若中国今天以2比0战胜伊朗,那么中国将积6分,进7球,失1球。
在最后一场中乌大战时,倘若中国1比0输掉比赛,那么中国小组赛成绩为:积6分,进7球,失2球;乌队为进7球,失2球,同积6分;
积分相同,净胜球相同,进球数相同,双方交战时取胜一方晋级。这将意味着中国队小组被淘汰。
因此,本场对伊朗队的比赛结果是中国可以接受的下限,2比0与2比2对中国队下场比赛的策略影响不会很大,即:保平就出现。
与乌队战平,很可能意味着中国队在8强赛的对手是沙特队,这样对中国还是有利的。毕竟2004年,在家门口都没能拿下巴林,而且这次沙特还是二队参赛。因此,与乌队的比赛不一定非得取得三分,目光要长远。 July 08 七月十五,十八点二十,马来西亚,亚洲杯,中国,伊朗 NEU的学生从来没有一个说它好的,但是不会有任何人在任何时候做出任何对不起NEU的事,尽管NEU也许在很多时候伤害过他们。这也是我为什么还在这个苦寒之地的原因。爷们的荣耀,是靠自己一天天争取的。这话用来形容中国足球也挺贴切。这两天加拿大u20世界杯,没中国队,看起来不带劲。还是比较关注亚洲杯。尽管国足的大哥小弟不是很强,但是这次千万别太丢人啊。哥们我办公室全是伊朗人,俩波斯爷们儿,胸毛跟头发一样。你们要是再让人灌一溜够,哥们我以后就没法混了。天天上新浪观察敌情,就冲哥们这劲头,你们也得对得起兄弟啊。 June 30 独立日庆典美国独立日是7月4号,加拿大忘记叫啥DAY了,反正是7月1号.前天晚上温莎和底特律在河上拉了三条船,放了半小时的焰火.老子长这么大,每年春节都没少放炮,但是从没见过这阵势,真是把朕震了.
据说每年放这么一下都要100多W刀,没办法,这是钱堆出来的,而且一看就是经过设计的.相比之下,老子在家放炮的时候,天上没有直升飞机,水上没有拖船,周围也没这么多警察,更别说请人设计了.等咱有了钱,哼哼,到天安门,先放一个月,不行再到天坛整他个八月,反正不带重样的. June 25 外国人的卷子不好看啊外国人的卷子不好看啊。第一,乱七八糟,笔记模糊,题目顺序和答案顺序不一致;第二,数学功底基本为零,开始看着挺有意思,后来笑得都没劲了;第三,时间紧,任务重,工作量大;第四,不好给分。
(1/4000+1/4001)=1/4000*(1+1/1)这是今天老板拿给我看的一个错误。一般的计算错误可能还可以用不小心来解释,比如正负号啥的,这个可是解释不通。不过能犯这样的错误,也属于极品了。这边学生考试的时候带计算器不说,还可以把自己认为重要的东西写在两张纸上带进考场,结果就考成这水平。看到这样的错误其实一点都不生气,还挺同情,真想见识一下这学生的庐山真面目。这一错,下边肯定全错了,可是在这边的评分体系,就扣了2分,这题40分,后边还有一多半呢。没办法,老板都习以为常了,只要是计算问题,肯定睁一只眼闭一只眼。 June 24 network of loops of short lengthSince it is interesting and useful, all my friends please be patient to read all the contents following.
In 1967, a social psychologist named Stanley Milgram carried out an experiment called "small world experiment", which is now a typical name of a certain kind of complex networks that we research today. Although no actual networks were given at that time, he told us about the network structure, maybe not in the sense of statistics. According to his experiment results, he concluded that two US citizens chosen at random were connected by an average of six acquaintances.
The experiments probed the distribution of path lengths in an acquaintance network by asking participants to pass
a letter to one of their first-name acquaintances in an attempt to get it to an assigned target individual. Most of the letters in the experiment were lost, but about a quarter reached the target and passed on average through the hands of only about six people in doing so. This experiment was the origin of the popular concept of the “six degrees of separation,” although that phrase did not appear in Milgram’s writing, being coined some decades later by Guare. A brief but useful early review of Milgram’s work and work stemming from it was given by Garfield. Later, researchers have concluded that the properties of "small world networks" are: short path length and large number of loops of size three. The most popular model of random networks with small world characteristics and an abundance of short loops was developed by Watts and Strogatz in 1998 and is called the Watts-Strogatz (WS) small-world model.
The spectral density of a graph or network reveals important about its topology. The spectral density of a network can be obtained from the eigenvalues of its adjacent matrix which can be found easily from any book about gragh theory. And amazingly, the third movement of spectral density is consistently high regardless of the change of rewire probability. This is an avidence of the properties of W-S small world model. (the high number of triangles is a basic property of the
WS model) So, dear my friends, please keep in mind that loops of short length is quite common in social networks. We should better be capable of make full use of this property in spite of being destroied by this property. I hope that all my friends can understand what I am talking about. Because this is the scientific proof and ecidence of social relationship in the real world. Definitely I am sure that this will do good to you all.
June 21 今天我监考昨天监考期中考试,欺压百姓,横行霸道,感觉确实不错。有几个外国哥们考试的时候不老实,把书拿出来看,还有的考试结束的时候对答案,都哥们发现了。不过仁慈的我只是笑着提醒一下,外国小孩也都挺明白事理的,很听话。
另外一个发现是,这边的小孩左手写字的太多了。有更牛b的是左手竖着写,写出来让人横着看正好。极坐标描述为:以每个符号的几何中心为原点,做如下变换
b=arccos(a-pi/2);
abs(p1)=abs(p2)。
如果理解这种描述,请转到倒数第二段,否则继续
中文描述如下:
阿拉伯数字"2"是这个样子,那哥们写得时候把卷子顺时针旋转90度,所以写出来的2也是顺时针旋转90度的2,可是当正常人拿起来看的时候就会发现是正的了。一个2可能不算什么,要是把所有的数学符号和文字全这样写,我觉得这小子一定是在大脑里产生了映射,见以上数学描述。牛!
收卷时,机械系的一个中国mm没答完,哥们直接告她,“没关系,耐心答,一会我再回来"。可是一个没注意,回头就发现那个印度AX要收她卷。大爷的,欺负我们中国小姑娘,哥们我打不过伊朗人,还干不过你个印度AX,干!立刻跑上前去,"Leave her alone, I'll take care of her."AX很知趣地走了。英雄救美(意淫)。
周一批卷子,估计到时候会很爽。因为根据我再考场的观察,答案是五花八门。 June 17 今天没去办公室今天一天没去办公室,在家懒了一天.上午睡觉,下午帮roommate修车.到了晚上8点才吃饭.不是我生活不想规律,是在是在这时间长了,什么都想凑合了.做饭是能不开火就不开,一次做一天的,专吃剩的.
突然想起巴甫洛夫那句话"在人类所有机体活动中,没有任何东西比规律性更有力量."现在终于体会到想变得有力量也不是那么好做到的.连一天有规律的三餐都做不到.看来我还不是一个很有效率很有力量的人. June 14 关于我的名字今天在办公室接到一个学生的电话,要求对assignment 3答疑,负责这部分的中国兄弟姓Gao.这学生塄是分不清Gao和我的姓的发音.等哥们我给他答完了,我又强调了一遍,"It is not my responsibility to answer ur questions about assignment 3!"这时候这位仁兄才明白,于是乎又念了一遍,我听上去象Gio.
再说说我伊朗同学怎么念我名字的吧.我先是让他叫我名,不要叫我姓,结果这哥们念出来这个音:Rouwa.而且屡教不改.靠!干脆叫姓吧,结果念成Gull.我认了.现在觉得有必要pick up an English name. June 13 今天看到萤火虫今天看到萤火虫,特别爽,第一次看到.尾巴上有那么一块发光.根据我的观察发光亮度与振翅频率成正比,如果不是线形关系,那么把发光亮度对振翅频率求导数也是正的.如果一群萤火虫在一起,那么整个复杂网络很可能是一个small world model.
这种光给人一种很清新的感觉,而且是那种让人感觉特别安静的光.只是老婆不在身边啊,换成了个满身长毛的伊朗兄弟.估计这斯也没见过,也挺感兴趣.可惜的是我俩都不知道萤火虫的英文怎么说,最后直接shining bug了.真是可惜了这么好的机会,想老婆了. June 11 今天有时间 今天有时间,多整两篇放上来。因为今天下午在办公室坐着,我突然想起了《满江红》想起了岳飞。虽然只是个辞牌,但是提起它,在人们脑海里岳飞所对应的概率密度函数积分所得到的概率值是最高的。在今天这个社会里,重提岳飞他老人家难免有民族沙文主义或者说有助于东突那个老奶奶搞分裂,这可能就是《满江红》为什么进不了课本的原因吧。但是兄弟我还是想回忆一下,找找古代牛人的感觉。
最后说一句,我觉得我现在处于一种有极强的民族自尊心和自豪感的时期,实际上这样的状态不正常,恰恰是缺乏自信的表现。路得自己走,在国内的时候可能有人甘愿做你的路灯,但是在这里,你得有很好的方向感和走夜路的勇气。 |
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